hell0z. (:

alright. i am angry with myself.
ya. ytd i studied for hours for social studies and i re-read e GM. and den today...

first.. in e morning, i studied agains. finish up e last tiny bit of my social studies. den went sch, i studied agains. den i did e exam with muchh confidence. (: and when i finished, just now, times up! another (: den later i talk to vonne about it, i was pleased with my answer.. then... vonne point out dhat its divided loyalties! and i thought so too, but i thought most slightly not liedhat, so i wrote a "un" to e divided, becoming undivided. alright, if dhats not enough, see this.. vonne point out dhat there's e point of " voting rights" and.. ya, i didnt include dhat. and i shouted. and den agered filled miee. wtf. studied so damned hard, den i today just tell vonne most slightly dhat will come out bahh.. den TADA. i didnt write dhat point. i am fed up with myself. so much so dhat i didnt even have e mood to do my literature exam..

when literature starts, i am still in my world of anger with myself.. dhat i didnt even start e paper when cher say so. i have to stare awhile, before starting. den i realize got one quest very familiar.. okz. den e paper went alright, smoothly. (:

okz. i am now abit not so angry alrdy. what's done is done. cant be "re-done". i haffta accept my own carelessness bahs. take it as a lesson learnt? and i haffta write faster for e rest of e papers and work harder. :D dhats all i can do and will do. (:

feel so great after venting all my anger. (:
eLAINE;; off to studying for HISTORY and F&N.